A lot has been said the past while about our annual fundraiser Pandamonium. There was mention of awareness, question of full understanding, and what exactly does it mean to you? There are several definitions to this as individual perception based upon beliefs and actions vary. It is a lot more than raising money, although money is necessary to continue to do what we do, it is in all actuality another tool. A tool that is of traditional training. I could be wrong but I believe your internal Kung Fu needs to be just as strong as your external with sound and grounded technique. If you some day want to experience the void, the ultimate balance that holds no segregation; then this opportunity is a required component of the intricate make up of a true martial artist.
The heart of the whole thing is to make you a better and more balanced martial artist and person. To inspire and drive you to become one with the earth and all that inhabits it and enhance your connection to it through yourself shared to others. By being compassionate and willing to make change, your internal Kung Fu will grow.
If you want to make change, but don't know how or your uncomfortable in a social position, use this tool to train yourself to start a personal journey of compassion and empathy. This type of Kung Fu training gives you the opportunity to believe in yourself and exploit your beliefs with courage and confidence, with heart. Your educating yourself and others about compassion and empathy, and practicing the process of internal training. I am a firm believer in just being your self and don't be scared to question or stand up for what you believe in. Let people know how you feel and why. If you struggle with any of these areas or feel the need to educate and improve not only your own compassion and empathy, but others as well, this is a valuable tool in your arsenal. The best part is you can do it at your own pace and how you want to do it because this is all part of your journey and your individual Kung Fu, It's all on you because it comes from your mind and heart. If you see the point I am trying to make you will see that this is what you need to be a balanced martial artist. It's very easy to just walk up to someone and punch or kick them to get your point across, but it's another to get your point across through knowledge and a solid display of character that leaves a more prominent impact that intices and spreads empathy and compassion through others.
I struggled alot with Panadamonium this year. It's not that I don't care or having problems approaching others is an issue. I believe in our charities and have no problem supporting them through public acknowledgement. I just couldn't bring myself to ask people for money when so much has been going on in our own province. 80,000 people plus out of work, 120,000 people displaced because of natural disaster, and being exposed to the homeless and social issues walking to and from work for the last 6 months downtown, really hit home. I know there is much more to it than that and think I made that point earlier. However as Sifu Brinker said our last meeting, Pandamonium is not just the day of, it is the year of Pandamonium 2016. I made a goal to raise a $1000 to go towards our charities and I intend to see it through. I just think this wasn't the time, but I still have 7 months to find the moment and run with it and strengthen my internal Kung Fu. See you at the kwoon.
