Log onto Kwoon talk and there is a need for help, checking calender Nope, supposed to have the weekend off but imparative phase at work needs to be done and your the foreman. Another request put out to the students for help. Can't, daughters competition and wife has weekend conference. Next request, nope relatives coming to stay or have to head out of town. Monthly I Ho Chuan meeting coming up and have to miss due to repeat situations as stated earlier. I haven't been able to attend a meeting yet this year and I feel like I am letting our team down and not pulling my weight. I am really starting to feel bummed and don't feel like I am connected to the team or our school that I really want to help. I guess what I'm trying to get at is I would like to appologize to the team for my absence and for not being to help our school when help is needed, after all it is one of our requirements as a UBBT member. I would be lying to all of you if I said my requirements are coming along good as of late, they are not and I am falling behind, barely getting push ups in, although it's at least something each day. Anyway I just felt obligated to at least explain myself and push on with the hopes things will start to slow down a bit and I too can sit down with the team and share and listen and learn and get caught up on my requirements. Until next time.
Brian Chervenka
This whole process is like an ebb and flow as we can't all be at the same rate of speed all the time. The important thing to remember is are you connected? Still doing pushups, then yes you are. The other thing to remember is what you do in response to the numbers is what counts. Numbers down = sit, sulk, and watch the Simpsons or get more engaged in training? Guess which one will pull you along further. :)
ReplyDeleteI've been there, going through part of that right now as there's only so much of me to go around. I get back to training and do what I can. At the end of the year I take a look back and look at the overall progress and see how far I've come. Could I always do better, the answer is yes, but the important part is that I moved forward. Hope that helps.
You're more connected to the team then you may think. That's what blogging does. Lets the rest of us know what's going on and then we can be there to cheer you on or cheer you up as needed. Life is complex and having a family makes it more so, just keeping looking forward and you'll find the balance that works best for you.
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