Somethings Not Right

Let's start with the doctor stuff. Turns out the last while the meds I have been prescribed are having zero effect and so that means my thyroid is doing nothing but hanging out having a nap. That would explain a number of things that have been going very wrong. I have had to really push myself to keep moving forward. When I feel like this, I push anyway, but when I stop I could easily fall asleep while standing. Apparently this is bad. Bad as in long term health problems and very serious repercussions. I had serious brain fog happening and although I had all the intention to do all kinds of things, less than half of that actually happened. Tired, bad bad attitude, and a very short tolerance for others around me. I never really lashed out at anyone as I managed to keep my cool, but there were times when I could have easily been a reasonable facsimile to a flame thrower or a wrecking ball on steroids. Not cool and not like me at all. Training was very hard as my focus was next to impossible to direct. Figuring out or moving forward on situations that I could easily do in my sleep just wasn't happening. I noticed I had to push very hard during my physical training, harder than usual.  I thought, what the hells going on here? I can't do anything, I can't think. Losing my appetite.... has the condition gotten worse... wait... losing my appetite.... better go see the man in the long white coat. Well after a long conversation and some enquires, the conclusion was, your meds are not working and from what your telling me, they haven't been working for sometime now. Oh that's awesome. So I'm on different ones and although it's only been a few days, I can feel a slight change every day. This is a good thing, so more tests down the road and hopefully I'll find the correct dosage and become balanced once again.
 With July around the corner I am going to be doing some gradual but drastic change ups in my diet and consumption. I'm going to experiment with what goes into my body and what will no longer. I don't believe a lot of what I read or follow the latest trend "experts". I'm the type of person that needs to see and feel it for myself because we are all different and as are the effects. I see this situation as a serious wake up call. People count on me, I want to see and get more out of my life, that will be very difficult with a terrible disease or worse yet I die. Action is now and ill fated intention is bulls#$t. I'll keep you all posted and many blogs to come as there is quite a bit more to my story as of late. See you at the Kwoon.