What an awesome tournament. I like the Tiger Challenge, it's an awesome opportunity that gives back so much. It was cool to see all the skilled martial artists of all ages really show their stuff. Witnessing and being part of the various moments of triumphs and defeats, the ah ha moments and the "Man, I cant believe I just did that! moments, and let's not gloss over the "Oh oh I'm out of room" moments.
I can honestly say I experienced all of them. From not taking the space that was offered and completely jamming myself on my weapon form and screwing up the whole flow and timing, I was lucky to even finish the form, but I did.... almost. My hand form was not good, and for some reason I took off into this mutated, puppy scratching the door to be let in, Loa Gar tiger claws when sparing with Sihing Fuhr. That was the, "Man I can't believe I just did that!" moment. Plus we should not let the board break fail go with out mention. Lack of being prepared, not being in the moment, rushing through things, really screwed up just about everything for me. I felt I could have done better in my sparring if I didn't move like a D9 Cat, but this goes back to lack of preparation. This is all a lesson that goes back to training discipline and overall balance, and preparation. Being in the moment and taking control of yourself instead of running on auto pilot. It doesn't work. But it is experiences like the Tiger Challenge that can expose these things and give you the tools to do better. Leaving the Kwoon yesterday, I didn't feel good at all about my performance, but I did feel good about what I learned and what I witnessed. I left with a motivation to do better. To work harder. I left with a bag of tools to apply and a lesson learned on all about being in the moment at all times. Aside from all of that and how it may appear, I'm in a good place and can't wait to get back to the kwoon and work on all of the things that makes it all worth it. See you at the Kwoon.
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